timing failure!?

i do not care what day is the coming day, but that kind of stuff really challenges me

for every argument provoked, i have to tackle and clean up the mess.

yet it is getting harder, frustrating and numb to do it.

i do not know why the quarrels always lead to the worst end result.

i cannot and will not figure out who went wrong first.

Given that we are tired of such situation

but we ran into it again again

I really could not know what to do

Am I doing a wrong approach?Am I on a wrong step?

Am I failing too much? Am I tolerating too much?

I definitely do not want to give up easily

but a "fluctuating" mood which no one can control will ruin everything easily

Despite that, other life parts are okay.

so there is an ending question:

Shall I cease or persist?

hmmmm

it's in the middle of midnight with mists
halfway in the finals
with first day of my twenties passed
life, of course, will run as smooth as normal,
if i can make a wish come true,
then I would mix the internals from my hometown and externals from where I am studying.

anyways, after getting "old" enough like this,
things become clear and more understandable no matter how they go.

although i can no longer type profusely like years ago,
although i regret how i give away such a nice habit,
although not much people will read xanga posts,
although my personalities seldom change,

it's better to leave my traces of thought and belief from time to time,
to see how long can i keep up the same idea.
it's easy for me to let out lengthy conversations,
but it's also easy to forget what i really say soon afterward.

back on my birthday,
it was truly satisfying and warm to have met almost everyone i treasure,
either face-to-face or phone or whatever,
this day had gathered them from different spaces for me.
I knew those who really remember things and good
by media other than facebook or saying something other than the repetitive blessing.
That can be revealed by how i made the response too.

Hereby, I promise that
for my year 2 life,
I should make even more fun than year 1 !
Everything i enjoyed should be multiplied !
and last of all.... study a little more seriously XD!

有些事....

原來我遊戲人間....

一直都忘了遊戲一件事

結果就像留下阿基利斯的足踝(achilles' heel)般

平時都可以牢不可破

若一但被擊中後

便成了肢離破碎的存在

這種破壞實在非常難似修復

縱然自己想要快樂很簡單

不過要由衷地完滿快樂

卻不是目前可能的事

世界看似這麼大

許願即使微小

也完成不到

你真的和

我過意

不去

呢

原來我......

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FdKQ_F6wVP4

今天的天空怎麼會特別的藍
我怎會有點感傷
一個人遊遊蕩蕩，沒有特別方向`
一幕一幕的過往，還舍不得遺忘
不知覺又走到這個熟悉海岸
假裝你在我身旁
海浪親吻著沙灘，為我制造浪漫
你曾說一起去流浪，流浪到海角另一端

連天空都在笑著我太天真
不是都說好我們不會改變
你曾寫下的諾言，我深深刻在心裏面
等待你會出現，海枯石爛那天

連世界都在看著我太天真
不是說好要愛到最後一天
收集所有的思念，那是我唯一的眷戀
讓愛隨風漂流，飄向海的另一邊

習慣了又走到這個熟悉海岸
你已不在我身旁
海浪親吻著沙灘，我不覺得浪漫
不想再一個人流浪，流浪著失去了方向

連天空都在笑著我太天真
不是都說好我們不會改變
你曾寫下的諾言，我深深刻在心裏面
等待你會出現，海枯石爛那一天

連天空都在笑著我太天真
是誰說過我們都不要改變
你曾寫下的諾言，我深深刻在心裏面
等待你會出現，海枯石爛那天
連世界都在看著我太天真
不是說好要愛到最後一天
收集所有的思念，那是我唯一的眷戀
讓愛隨風漂流，相信你會再出現

................
好啦....不想說甚麼的了....
心情就是這樣的低谷
高興起來也盡是有限
似乎感受不到甜味了呢

重用，回歸，心聲

不經不覺間...已經有11個月沒在這裏發佈任何東西了.....
有5篇private了的....亦已是4月份時的作品...
雖然天天有去留意hkxanga的文章....
其實不可能因為太忙沒空寫文
只是被面書消耗時間而已

來到香港之後.....
其實很多事不順心不順意.....
無奈與摯友們的相處/相見時間經常不多
總不能仔仔細細訴盡一切
有時候
只要能見就好....
嘻嘻哈哈的過時間就好
這是逃避?是散心?我說不清楚

成績其實不大理想
生活其實不很滿意
身體其實不是健康
關係其實不太順境
幹事其實不易擔當

上述之事
你們知道多少?
不知道不打緊...
只是因為我沒時間在msn一遍又一遍的敍述(說來話長之故)
你們的空閒時間又有限
但我的而且確想將這些事和你們分享

所以我才有把這裏重開的意願
不論有沒空也要看呀!!!